Dorelle - posted on 12/02/2009 ( 10 moms have responded )
For the past couple of weeks, I have felt like crying every day. I will get upset over little things and put a negative spin on the smallest stuff. I feel lonely, even when I'm surrounded by people. I feel like my time is spent constantly taking care of other people's needs and that no one cares about mine. I get into fights almost every day with my partner. I feel like I never do anything right in his eyes. My partner just doesn't understand what I'm going through. When I try talking about it, he says I'm making myself out to be a victim. I love my baby and feel like he is the greatest thing in my life! But I can't help but want to just leave everything behind and disapere sometimes. (And when I feel that way, I feel guilty for having those thoughts!) ARG!! Do I need professional help or is this just caused by my lack of sleep??? Is there any small stuff I can do to make my life feel exciting again?