Amanda - posted on 10/24/2011 ( 1 mom has responded )
I'm 19 years old going on 20 and im four months pregnant..ive been considering adoption for the reason i know i can't provide for my child. This is a hard choice for me but im barely struggling to keep myself together on my feet..the main problem is im an illegal immigrant who is fighting to get my social and my life started. im scared if i keep her i won't be able to provide and i don't want her to go though the same struggles i did if i can't even get a job or get into college. im deeply depressed because i don't have help and i love this baby in my tummy so much that everyday is a struggle for a decision..i want the best for my unborn daughter and i don't know if keeping her with me would be best..i can barely get my self a pair of jeans..the father is lost and oviously doesn't wana know about me or his daughter. i was hoping my sister could adopt her since she's married and can't have kids. they both have good jobs and i know they'LL give her everything she wants. am i doing the right thing? i really need answers im going depressed with all these thoughts and worries...