Sandy - posted on 04/08/2009 ( 5 moms have responded )
I am the new single mom of a two yr old and a 7 month old. He cheated on me twice, the first time when I was 5 months pregnant and the second time on Valentine's Day this year. He was verbally abusive to me the whole time. I am so sad and lonely. I am so upset I feel like I can't breath. He is an alcoholic and is giving me a hard time for not letting him have the two yr old alone on the weekend, but I just can't. I don't trust him. He falls asleep watching him or drinks while they're there. At the same time I feel so lost and empty and I miss him. What is wrong with me. Why is this so hard? I am so scared. I don't know how to do this! I feel like I'm falling apart.