Erica - posted on 09/29/2009 ( 9 moms have responded )
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Please I know I am young so do not judge me until you have read my story...I've never turned to the Lord for anything before this. My Nanny, (my grandma), has been there for me since I was a baby and more like a mother to me. In September of 08 we found out she has pancreatic cancer and it had moved to her liver. I was highly upset at this and I questioned the Lord for letting this happen to her. But she was a strong person and she would over come this, or so we thought. In November, she started going to church and she got saved. She told my mom that she would stand at the gates and wait for us all to come. Also in November my whole family got saved. In December I went to stay the night with my boyfriend, and yes we had sex, our first time. I was 16 and he was 17. In January I stared feeling a little sick every now and then. My nanny told my mama she was having someones morning sickness and she thought I was pregnant. Mama didn't believe her and told her there was no way I could be, but she was wrong. I never had morning sickness before this. My Nanny went home to be with the Lord January 19th at 10:15pm. I was so depressed and thought about killing myself, there was noway I could go on. The morning of January 20th, the day I was suppose to stay my period, I woke up throwing up! I told my boyfriend what had happened and he blamed it on nerves. The day we received friends, which was the 21st, I took a pregnancy test and sure enough POSITIVE!! I was going to be Mama, and I couldn't kill myself now because I had a miracle living inside of me now. And it wouldn't have been fair for me to take the life of this baby!! I told my Mama and she was more happy then upset, but she felt guilty because I was only 16. I was 5 weeks on the dot when I went for an ultrasound.. In the waiting room to go back, Mama was on her phone playing the word game and it showed up EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I had a rough pregnancy but the Lord never left me. I stayed in the hospital from August 4th untill I had him on the 21st of August. I was 34 weeks and 6 days. They told me that he would only be 4 pounds and 6 ouces, and he might have to stay in the NICU the day before the induced me, but he came out weighing 5 pounds 2ounces. He had no problems breathing. I had two roundsof steriods a week earlier for his lungs. Two days later he came home. He was completly heathly with NO problems, PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! He is now a month old. Thanks for reading
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