Celeste - posted on 05/22/2012 ( 11 moms have responded )
Hi, I am new to this site but would like some Godly Advice. I have been with my spouse for almost 12 years and out of those we have been married for 41/2. I am having a difficult time with our seperation as well as our oldest son who is 10 years old. Our other children are 3 and 15 months. We have currently seperated because i am just so tiered of his back and forth using of meth. My son is getting to old to where i do not want the example his father is showing. I have been clean and sober for 6 years because i wanted what was best for my oldest ( we only had one at the time) and now we have two more children and my husband has yet to stay clean. We do have court next week, but during the time being he has taken my 3 year old son and has not allowed me to see him. He doesn't realize he is hurting my childern while he is trying to hurt me. I would also just like prayer that God may return my baby back to me once we go to court so that he can be with his other siblings. I do attend church every sunday as well as bilbe studies during the week. I would like to teach my childern to serve the Lord because that is what we are here for, but my husband has been showig different. He actually was baptized with my oldest son 2 months ago but continued to drink as well as smoke. It was then i realized he is trully not ready to give himself to the lord. My son also made the comment of why his dad was baptized if he was going to continue doing what he was doing and what an example he is being. That is when i said no more of this back and forth.