Marcia - posted on 01/04/2011 ( 33 moms have responded )
I am in need of much prayer today. Today is my 1st anniversary and I have been talking about this day with my husband for the last 2 weeks. I took off of work today so we can spend the whole day together. Since he works at night, I told him to get some rest while I took care of some business. I come back about 2 1/2 hours later and he is on facebook play bejewled. So I ask him if he was ready for lunch and he started making excuses like, Let stay in and you cook...I told him no, that wasn't the plan and we already agreed. We are laughing and talking all the way to the resturant. We sit down to eat and I am asking him how he likes the food and he said ok. It was indian food. Anyways he started making remarks like, man I am about to blow this bathroom up and making sounds like (IT) was dropping in the tolet while I was telling him how important this day was to me and what it meant to me and he was acting like it was no big deal. I am talking to him and he is falling asleep, then I wake him up and ask if he is ok. He not paying me any attention, in the middle of me talking to him he starts again conversation about somebody clothes looking crazy... HUH? At that point I told him that I wanted to go and that I hate when he does that. I am talking about us, this day was suppose to be about us and he is talking about some stupid stuff. Once I said that he had this dumb look on his face and tried to act like he was paying attention. He said, Honey I like the food, do you want to come back and I told him "ONLY IF I WAS MADE TO FEEL SPECIAL WHEN WE DID, OTHER THEN THAT, NO!". We fuss a little at the resturant and he got up and left me at the table and walked out the place. We were suppose to go to the movies after lunch but I came home. I haven't spoken to him since 2pm today and I have no desire to. Then once home, he takes the car and leave. I call him 20 times and he shows up with a purse, flowers and a card, lays it on the table and say Happy Anniversay. I just look at him. I left the house and went to the movie by myself and went to get my nails done... I am not only disappointed but hurt. I want to cry so bad but I am to mad. I don't want none of that stuff he brought me. I just feel like screaming and saying some really bad things to him... LORD I AM STANDING IN THE NEED OF PRAYER!! What should I do?