Robin - posted on 03/06/2011 ( 42 moms have responded )
Hello Christian mommies... I need some sound advice from someone who isn't so biased. I realized recently that I have slowly been losing my connection with God. I have not looked to Him to help me with my problems, instead I have turned to material things. The thing is, I had some trouble with cps for a long time due to a nasty lie mixed with ppd that ended up getting way out of hand. Recently, my case was closed but I feel as if my life is still completely messed up. I know that I should turn to God for help, but I find it hard to put my faith in Him after everything that has happened. I need some advice on how to re develop my relationship with Him in order to heal my spirit. I have tried going back to church, reading the bible, and prayer but I won't lie I get bored of it, and I feel awful for that. I don't know what to do to get that excitement and passion for God back. I love God with all of my heart and I know that I shouldn't feel this way about my faith but I sometimes feel like maybe I have been forgotten by Him and that's why it's so hard to reconnect. Any advice or encouragement would be great. If anyone else has gone through this or if you maybe have felt like this, please tell me what helped you.