Lacy - posted on 04/09/2010 ( 5 moms have responded )
I am new to this communtiy and I wanted to join because my faith has been tested a lot in the last 5 years. I am with the man that I love he was my first and the father to both of my children. He does not believe in anything that he can't see so right there we are constantly butting heads. He is not completely against the kids learning about God and Jesus and I am die hard on the fact my children will grow up knowing their lord. Honestly what is wrong with people having faith and hope in this life. The relationship is not built on faith and I believe that it is headed for demise. The down size is that I am sinning by being with him we are not married. We have been engaged for 4 and half years but never did it. I wish there was some way I could inject a little belief in this relationship I feel that may bring us closer but I dont want him to think I am shoving anything down his throat.