Jenny - posted on 03/27/2010 ( 15 moms have responded )
i think my meds are bad. i go from running around happy to crying my eyes out, tense, angry, furious, scared, anxious... i feel pretty broken right now. i've been trying to face my history of abuse, and i only feel worse. in my Bible study this week, we were studying forgiveness. how am i supposed to forgive my abusers when just trying to work through what they did to me makes me such a wreck? i feel guilty, because i'm not enjoying my baby. instead i'm seeing him as just one more burden. i'm scared...