Rachel - posted on 12/11/2012 ( 59 moms have responded )
I feel that there are nothing but cliques and hypocrites at church who don't really care about living out the gospel. I feel the entire set up of the American church is completely wrong and modern day Christianity is a shell of what it should be. I've tried several churches some denominational others not and it all seems to be the same. My husband agrees and has given up on ever finding a group of believers to fellowship with, but I am lonely and I hate doing this life on my own without the help of other true believers. Not that my husband isn't helpful, because he is, it just that he's not home often because of work and I can't shake this feeling that we should be fellowshipping with others. I just can't bring myself to go to church again. I honestly feel like barfing when I walk in the door...