Tina - posted on 09/10/2012 ( 12 moms have responded )
Hi there, I have lots of threads going on lately it seems lol.
I have been struggling with this baby subject and things that surround it since my son was near two years old. He is going to be three in November.
I feel a need to have another baby like right now right now lol My husband on the other hand does not think it is the right time. It is like my womb is screaming for another life to grow in there. Anyone else ever feel like this? Weird?
Some of you may know my husband got a new job with more responsibility, he has been there for three weeks. I also have a year left at school because I go part time, I am a cosmetology student.
I know those two things are major life changers and add a new born with a toddler into the mix, also my husband and I have been having communication issues as I have posted before but we are getting much better thank God.
So anyways I feel like and have been feeling like since we got married that we do not trust God with our bodies as I feel He called us to. Meaning...pregnancy prevention wise. OK ladies this may get a little tmi but I have to explain.
I do not take birth control because I am against it and have before which I think has caused me these female problems to begin with, what my husband does is withdraw. Yes I said it "pull out" method.
Before I got the baby fever going on I felt like we could be making a mistake by doing that because in a sense we are not trusting that God will take charge of our fertility, you know like will not give you more than you can handle.
I was wondering if any of you moms have felt that way before? My husband kind of feels that way too and he does admit he cannot seem to trust on that issue because of the financial struggles we have been and are just getting through.
I have prayed about it and I keep feeling conviction but obviously I cannot choose by myself what to do since there is two of us in the marriage bed lol
Anyone have advice?
Thanks ladies and I trust that you will not get offended with my transparency :)