CHATTER THREAD - What direction has the Lord given you lately.

Tam - posted on 04/28/2009 ( 5 moms have responded )

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In one of the study threads, it came up that lately we've been given specific direction and convictions. While all aren't meant to be shared, it would be interesting to hear those things that can and should be shared. I'll kick it off so no one has to "go first", lol.

I mentioned in another thread about my surgery. I didn't say that it was a radical hysterectomy. And that the night before I went to the ER I had prayed to God to take away the "anger" (we didn't know what was causing my hormonal shifts) and mood swings for the sake of my family. He did, if not quite how I planned, lol. But during the months of recovery, He opened my heart and eyes to His word. He had to get me to a place where I could "be still" so I could listen with my whole heart and whole mind.

Praise Him for His goodness!

During that time, my husband and I felt direction by the Lord which only grew stronger and though some things might be contrary or even frightening to our flesh, our souls knew peace of the correctness of the direction. Some things are private, but there are three things that I'm noticing others are also being directed to do, to stir up their souls and the body of Christ.

God had cleared the way for us to allow me to be home and homeschool our children. That was about two years ago. But since the surgery last fall, it's been pressed on me to purge. Not just my home, but my life and things/people in my life. Not all things are bad, some are simply excess that are taking me away from Him and His purpose for me. Another thing is to "prepare". For what, I'm not specifically sure, just that I need to spiritually prepare and get into the Word and really get serious in Him. (One reason I started this group). I've prayed about it and the need only grows stronger everyday and while it's not a fearful need it is an urgent need.

And one other thing that He has laid on my heart is to encourage and to uplift in prayer those who need it, those who might be wandering because they know the Word of God but might not have a real, loving and intimate relationship with Him. To direct them to Him, not to themeselves or the world. Which is why most advice I ever give (and only after I pray and feel directed to give advice) is to first pray and seek God first.

Interestingly enough, around the same time, several people in our church were given similar messages. One teacher and his wife were given a message (which he recently preached) from the Holy Spirit to "wake up" and get ready. Another woman was led to "stir up" her spirit before the darkness grows--that we are the lights called by Christ in this ever darkening world.

So, I've been curious about what the Lord might have laid on the hearts of others. Obviously, if it's personal and you don't feel like sharing, then don't. I don't want to cause anyone to sin or feel distressed in their walk with the Lord. That's not His way. But if you can and want to share, then it might be interesting for everyone to see and maybe we can encourage each other to do what has been laid on our hearts and pray for the each other more specifically.

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Tam - posted on 06/22/2009

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Oh wow. Thanks so much for sharing that. God must have known how much I really needed to hear it at this time.

Anne - posted on 06/21/2009

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Tam I will be Praying for you, for 2 reasons. The 1st reason is because I really do consider it a Privilege to Pray, and the second reason---- About 26 or 27 years ago before we had our first daughter I Prayed for a job that I really wanted and I really did not care if it was God' Will for me at that time in our lives. I remember telling God look I want this job so if you will not open the right doors so I can get this job then get out of my way. God being God He took me at my word and got out of the way. I got the job and for the next 10 months I was miserable. I decided after that experience to Never Actively seek any thing but GOD'S WILL for my life ever again.

Tam - posted on 06/21/2009

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Anne, I think I know why now, or at least a portion of it and I appreciate your prayers more than you'll know.

I read through the post above yours and realized that it was about the fiction writing. God laid that on my heart before I received word that I'd placed in a contest. Well, the very day after you posted that I received my packets and discovered that I did very well and oh boy the temptation was there to just "play" with it in spare time. All weekend it's been on my heart and I've been struggling.

Your continued prayers would be welcomed because right now I know that it's not where God wants me.

Anne - posted on 06/18/2009

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Tam, I am having one of those sleepless nights because of my shoulder. Most nights when I can not sleep God lays someone or something on my heart to Pray about. But tonight I felt led to go on line. I want to let you know I will be Praying for you. I was going to add more but because of this Bible study I am learning more and more to wain and listen. So I am not going to add more at this time. but Please know I count it a PRIVILEGE to PRAY for YOU!

Tam - posted on 05/07/2009

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Ya'll are quiet, lol.



Well, in case you can't tell, I'm a chatterbox, at least when it comes to being online. :)



And I'm coming to you because I have been feeling weak in one area of purging and have really had to pray about it this week.



You see, I belong to several writing groups and have been trying to write fiction for some time now. A lot of energy, time and money has been invested in this pursuit. About a year ago I realized that one stumbling block I had was that I was not writing Christian fiction so I began working on that and wow, things started taking off (until the surgery). For the first time I had been hearing how "this is the story" etc. by writing partners.



But something didn't feel right. So I had been praying about it for a few months, asking God and still not settled in my soul on the issue. So finally one night I just laid it bare before God and really prayed and sought His direction and that still small voice said plainly as day, "this is not the season". WHOA! I've heard the voice before, but never so clear, never so pure.



It took a couple of weeks to work up the nerve to discuss it with my husband who has been my biggest supporter. I wasn't worried he'd be angry, more that he would be disappointed. In the meantime, I began to follow God's direction and have made moves to turn over positions within those writing groups to others and finish up commitments honorably.



The day I determined to tell my husband was the same day that I discovered this story had won an award. My first, I should note.



I was at peace with it, but lately my spirit has been fighting with my flesh as people come to me, wanting me to come back, to do this or that for the groups, etc. They seem to be coming out of the woodwork.



Then the other day I was watching a movie about Abraham and when it got to the part where the Lord supplied a ram for substitution of Isaak sacrafice, my mind started telling me that maybe that's what it was, God was testing me to see if He was more important than the writing.



I know that can't be though, because I have not heard anything in my spirit contrary to the "this is not the season." But boy, my flesh is trying to get back to it.



I'd appreciate some prayers as as I strive for obedience.



I don't know what He wants me to do specifically, but do know that fiction-writing is not it at this time. And until He tells me differently, I just need some brief support.