Maria - posted on 07/06/2010 ( 15 moms have responded )
My husband was unfaithful after only 1 year of marriage. He was never exclusively with me prior to marriage. We are a Christian couple, at least we are trying to be. He cheated with the babysitter. I was 5 month pregnant when we got married and of course things changes after we got married. I was trying to get used to being married, and being pregnant, which we all know can send you into an emotional tailspin, I was mean to him alot! I din't like the females in his "circle" and that didn't change after marriage. He is too trusting and "friendly". Always trying to help what i called the "poor, pitiful hoochie who can't get a decent man of her own to help her." I have not been able to trust him and frankly I don't even know if I have really "tried". My kids see us fight and argue and I take my anger out on them. Not physically, but emotionally. I am always angry and yelling at them. I don't want to rob my children of a happy childhood. I want to love my husband. We only got married because I was pregnant and he felt it was the right thing to do. Has anyone else been through this? Does anyone have any advice? I love my husband, but I have pushed him away. I have no desire for "intimacy" or anything physical. Can I change this or is it too late?