Debra Leah Holmes - posted on 08/04/2012 ( 18 moms have responded )
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I wanted to start this discussion on a 4 letter Word that
will be my Enemy untill i take my last breath
because it has personally destroyed one of my family members
and has torn a path of distruction in my family for
30 years!
the problem with this i call entity of Evil
is not the Porn its self , its is what is attached to it
people think porn is just nudity and sex , but deep down below the surface it is something more sinister that you ever imagined .
It destroyed my beloved uncle at age 33
took a normal child that was raised by a good Christian mother
and punched a tiny hole in him untill it grew into monster that
eventually killed him :(
i know there is a question behind every motive and what promps people to go this far ?
for my uncle it was first abuse as a small child
molested at a early age and physically and mentally abused by his step father it finally took a toll on him
by age 19 he told his mother " either i leave home and get away from step dad or i will kill him " he seen the abuse and it spread not just to john but his mother ! he seen her get hit , slapped , and beat up constantly , verbally as well .
He left finally for the Army to get wawy from his step dad
the scars were already there and seeper than imagined
his hate and anger only made it easier for Satan to knock on his vulnerable door and with open arms he took all that pain and anger and hurt and exchanged it with his soul to be a STAR of Hollywood !
He was spotted in a road side toilet on the way to California
buy some guy that noticed how Huge he was and not just in hight
and there is where it started .
Because John was a freak they called him and he was different
he felt quite insecure
but isn't funny how something so evil can dangle as a carrot and create a illusion of a HERO ! ?
Of all the money and fame and the fortune he had , all the women he bed by the thousands , all the drugs and hig life
had led him down a path of distruction
and in the End the sin caught up with him
His Christian Mother who prayed and cried more tears than a mother should ever have to cry prayed that Some Day He would remember what she tried to instill in him when he was a little boy
the times she walked him down a dirt road on a sunday , no shoes on nhis feet and they sat in Chrursh to listen to the Gospel of Jesus
she never stopped prayed
one day he knocked on her door
and she knew right then GOD interviened
"mom " he said i have to tell you something
"i am dying of aids "
2 years later
she would be wheeling her 80 lb son in a wheelchair
body so thin you could see every last bone in his frame
2 weeks before she took him in his wheelchair
and they went outside to get some sun
she was humming Amazing Grace
John remembered the song
and they sang it together
but it was too late for John
his life would be cut short from the sin life he led
age 33
it was not the PORN that killed my uncle
it was the SIN
Porn is the mask of Sin
it will rip and tear at the very fiber of your family
it will subltly come in first as just a picture in the mind
then a image on the computer
then a movie
and so on
it carries addiction , of drugs , abuse , pain , disease but will
dangle fame , fortune and like a genie in a lamp if you rub it will give you anything your hearts desire at your command
but ! ... the one thing it wants
in exchange for the World and all the pleasures
YOUR SOUL !
I wanted to share this with you
in the hopes that someone will read this and know that that little bit of porn you let in your house is NOT a little bit !
GET it out of your house , off your computer
its a disease that will KILL you if you let it
dont let this happen to you like it did to my
Uncle john !
in case you wandered who i am talking about
his name was Johhny Wadd
AKA John c Curtis Holmes
Famous porn star
dead at age 33
all i can do now it leave this story in the hopes i can keep people away from Porn ..
if reached just one person then i have at least
helped one soul NOT to be lost
GOD bless you
and keep you in HIS care
Deborah Leah Holmes ( Niece ) Gallehawk
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