Brittany - posted on 01/09/2011 ( 31 moms have responded )
Last Thursday night I spent in the E.R.I was getting my daughters bath ready so I got her ready and moved her to the top inside corner of my bed thinking I was gonna be back in a second. I even ran into the bathroom and turned the water on and I just got up to go get her when I heard a bang, and then she started to cry. and it literally happened that quick I wasnt even gone a minute and she rolled that fast and I have a queen bed I have never felt so awful and guilty, I immediately started to cry and panic, luckily she was alert crying and didnt seem to be seriously hurt. I feel like such a scumbag, my boyfriend was downstairs and the whole night just made me feel so much worse about the situation. THANK GOD, she was as healthy as ever. not even a bruise....as I said THANK GOD....I just still haven't been able to move on from it. I have been overwhelmed. I am a stay at home Mom, and I always ALWAYS am on everyone surrounding my daughter about the safest things for her and what I want for her. So how is it that she gets hurt in MY care. I am constantly begging for him to help and support. But he feels since he works, he's not obligated. It's just been so hard, and since that happened I just realized had I been thinking more clearly I wouls have put her in her crib before walking away., but doing EVERYTHING, I just didnt think it would have led to that! I am traumatized. I just dont know how to get over something like this...what if she had gotten really hurt.