Elvira - posted on 04/12/2010 ( 11 moms have responded )
hey all, I just joined circle of moms and i'm totaly loving this site!! :)
well, my first child will be 8 yrs old next month. I'm only 4 1/2 weeks pregnant and I'm just so scared. this pregnancy is different than my first. I feel all my symptons like five times amplified this time, & i'm not sure why!!
i was thinking about labor and wondering, is it silly to want to surround myself with all my stuff druing my delivery? i was thinking about bringing my own pillow and maybe a blanket from home. I want to be as comfortable as possible. also a radio and relaxing music.. is that rediculous?? :)
I was only 20 years old when i had my son, so everything at that time in my life was different.. it's beautiful this time around because I'm just so much more involved in what's going on with my body & I'm focusing more on myself now than i was then.. I'm just finding myself thinking about the labor & delivery A LOT!! :)
thanks and God Bless!!