Stephanie - posted on 05/20/2011 ( 7 moms have responded )
so my husband and I have been through a lot this pregnancy, and I guess since I've tried to be tough and not worry about it when all the stuff was going on I am now depressed because we have 10 weeks left and we don't have a car seat, stroller, crib mattress, or baby tub, all the other stuff we have is from when our 2 year old was a baby! I broke down today and just cried for the first time in idk how long. My husband was laid off at the beginning of the month and we are now living off unemployment, and staying in his mothers basement! I have been desperately searching for a place we can rent but since we have been hit with all the crap since I got pregnant his credit has gone downhill so nobody will even think of renting to us! we have only ever rented 2 other times, one of which actually gave us a reference and the other didnt, they were more worried about getting us out so they could sell the house than anything! I don't have any family where I live, and I only have a few friends. I just would like to be able to get out of my husbands moms basement and into a place we can get back to our old routine. I honestly feel like im walking on egg shells here! idk what to do anymore! I really just feel like pulling out my hair and curling under a blanket and not waking up till we are back on our feet! but thats not realistic and it would NEVER happen!