Tasheka - posted on 10/24/2009 ( 3 moms have responded )
Okay so I am now pregnant with my 4th pregnancy...i'm feeling a little shocked so its like I'm not happy but than again I am. I know when we tell our families they are going to just be so mad at us...but i was doing good on my birthcontrol and than the doctor takes it away and bam i get pregnant...i told them that i would and that they can't just take me off the pill....well anyways needless to say we are going to be doing this pregnancy all on our own because of the fact my family refused to even attend my baby shower for my daughter since my son was only 2yrs at the time.....so this time i know they will say they won't come because my kids are so young i should have everything but the fact is we gave away all of my sons baby stuff to make room for my daughters baby stuff and than we gave almost all of her stuff away to teenage girls who really needed the help w/ their babies......my carseat will be past the date that deems it usuable so we have to get another one.....and diapers and wipes...not to mention clothes and a crib or toddler bed for my daughter........its like i stay up at night worrying about all this when i shouldn't be ...i should be happy and not upset but how can i when i know that the dread of telling my family isn't that far away? i can only hide this baby for so long and than i have to tell since we all live within a cple blocks or miles away.....any advice on what to do?? or maybe i just needed to vent?? anyways thanks for reading.....