Taylor - posted on 10/29/2010 ( 4 moms have responded )
since my daughter was born 8 months ago i pretty much stopped going out. my friends avoid me like the plague, we are normally pretty tight on money, between staying home with her during the day and working at night im normally pretty tired, and to be honest, i'd rather just be at home with my baby. i havent gone out for fun/with friends since mid-april.
my boyfriend took it upon himself to buy us tickets to a huge halloween party/concert they do here every year. we normally go every year and he really wants to go again this year. and he really really wants me to go. he already made arrangements with his mom for her to watch our daughter overnight.
i really want to go, but i have never left my daughter with anyone for more than 5 or 6 hours. especially not overnight. on one hand, i think it would be nice to go out and have fun and be able to sleep in a bit sunday for once, but on the other hand... im afraid i'll just be worried about my daughter the whole time and maybe its not worth it. i think it is nice that he wants me to get out, but im kind of upset that he already told his mom she could watch our daughter overnight without even asking me if it was ok.
i dont know.. i think im really just freaking out about leaving her somewhere overnight. :(
am i being crazy?
should i get over it and go out?