LONETTE - posted on 04/14/2010 ( 1 mom has responded )
I had twin boys on June 18, 2009 born 18 minutes apart. My first son Nikari died 3 days later on fathers day, this was the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with in my life. I still cry every day especially when i see his brother playing and doing what he does it hurts my heart because i wish for his brother to be here with us.
I had his body cremated and some nights i sleep with his urn in the bed with me because although he is in a better place i don't want him to feel as if i have forgotten about him or that i do not love him is this normal?