Lisa - posted on 08/21/2009 ( 1 mom has responded )
My mom died of ovarian cancer on Aug.4,2008. I am the second of five children. All my siblings had kids except me. My mom was so happy when I told her I was finally pregnant at 37 yrs.old (after IVF). However, my mom's cancer got worse and worse. The closer I came to my due date the sicker she got. She spent my last two trimesters in the hospital. She died and the next day I had my beautiful, healthy, and happy baby while her rosary services were going on and the next day during the funeral and burial, I was still in the hospital. It was so sad, but we got to say our goodbyes and she said she would always be with me and she was going to be my baby's guardian angel. It was so difficult for me as a new mom without my mom. I had a c-sect and lost lots of blood. I felt awful and so so sad. I prayed everyday for God to help me get through the days and nights. I usually go to my sister for advice, but I miss my mom so much every single day. I think I'm still grieving.