I love to bitch

Shannintipton - posted on 06/30/2011

Mini Rant.
Will I ever sleep again. I am soo tired, I can't sleep. My eyes feel like they are bleeding. Rant over.

Nikki - posted on 06/30/2011

I want to give you all a big group HUG!! I have been where most of you are for a long time, I am FINALLY starting to see a light at the other side, thank darn goodness. I swear I thought we would be stuck in the mess of our lives forever, I never saw an end to it. I got to a point where I had to ignore it, otherwise I possibly would have had a mental breakdown. I feel like I shouldn't say this otherwise I may jinx myself! lol

The weight, well that's one thing I have not conquered, I friking hate weight, I want to eat chocolate all day and be skinny. It's not fair :(

Shannen, you would have a health care card? Ring Anglicare, the salvos, talk to them about emergency housing, put your name on the public housing list, the salvos will give you food, money to pay bills, firewood, they can help you with financial planning etc. Or they also have lists of private rentals which are set aside as part of a government funded program to lease private housing to low income earners and those who are disadvantaged.

Katherine, can I be nosey? why is he in Jail?

Shannen - posted on 06/29/2011

Nichole i have to ask.... Whats your age?

√v^√v^√♥ - posted on 06/29/2011

ROFLMAO hahahahahahaha
you can roll a bandaid up to a point around your finger and then pick it with that? :P haaaaaaaa eww
neosporin!

Shannintipton - posted on 06/29/2011

This is stupid. I had a hang nail that is getting infected. It is my pointer finger. It is getting so swelled up it wont fit in my nose. tee hee True story. LMFAO

√v^√v^√♥ - posted on 06/29/2011

Oh, and probably the biggest Elephant that sits in the back of my mind is my teeth. My parents just shoved me on their insurance so they could help pay for some of the procedures. Great, except I'm pregnant. I am soooooooo scared of dentists it's either knock me out or give me 2 Valium or I'm crying uncontrollably and I just can't be worked on. Can't do either of those while pregnant! I had about 4,000$ from income tax return that I wanted to save until after I was pregnant so I could fix my teeth............. yeah, right. It's gone 4 months later. Oh I want to cry over that one............. because even with insurance covering half of it, it would have taken all that 4,000$. I f - ing hate dentists. Rot in hell for your obnoxious prices...... -hiss-

√v^√v^√♥ - posted on 06/29/2011

We're broke most of the time and live in a tiny one level rental on a crummy street I loath.

oh me too me too

The end of our street has grafitti on the fence and on the other side of that ANY holiday you hear really loud music and a few gun shots going off!? Talk about ghetto.

My parents who I am very close to want to leave state. It horrifies me they want to leave me right after I moved out on my own and started a family. I am really mad at them, and am pretty sure they're taking off after my next kid is born here in the next few months. I didn't see this coming and I have little words to describe how truly pissed off I am about this.

I studied for two years never finished college either. Peaked in math, needed too much help I wasn't getting/couldn't afford so I got a job and moved out. Hoping to go back. My boyfriend says he can help me, he's really good at math. I'm hoping so! But if ever I finish, it'll be a long term goal on the side of being a mommy now.

Shannen, I am an emotional basket case and just never learned how to deal with it well. I'm so sorry if you see youreslf in me haha :P:P because I come from a long line of crazy and I think I might be more screwed up than I ever gave my 'crazy' credit for lol :P

but yes, there is good. unemployed bf went on a job interview today, all the way through the pee test and 1.5 hour paperwork process.......... yay. hope to hear back with good news within the next few days

♏*PHOENIX*♏ - posted on 06/29/2011

that is good news!!!!

Katherine - posted on 06/29/2011

At least I have a damn job now.

:)

Amber - posted on 06/29/2011

Where in Michigan are you Katherine? I'm at the tip of the lake at the Indiana, Michigan, and Illinois border.
If you aren't too far away, I'll kidnap you for a day and you can have some fun :)

Jenni - posted on 06/28/2011

Alright here goes:

My mother is too busy partying, drinking and dressing like Paris Hilton to spend time with her grandkids. The only time she does it feels forced.

My brother has skitzophrenia, bi polar disorder and is an alcoholic out on bail for stabbing a man. Sometimes he tells me the government is trying to control his mind through his medication and that he is an alien. He also thinks the mob is after him and that the government is trying to steal his mathematical designs.

My father I haven't talked to in 10 years. I charged him with sexual abuse against myself and my brother when I was 19. He served 8 months of a year sentence for good behaviour. He impregnanted his new gf with two children who I have never met and is likely to offend again.

We're broke most of the time and live in a tiny one level rental on a crummy street I loath.

My SD's mom is talking about moving her 3.5 hours away from us in a year.

I need to lose about 30 lbs but had to sell my eliptical when we moved because there's no room for it here.

We can't get married because we can't afford it.

My husband has a decent job but supports 5 people. (I'm returning to work in the fall). His place is constantly threatening to close down and relocate because they hate union workers. He is also under employed.

I never finished university.

My prospects are factory work, retail or some other mind-numbing job.

I smoke and I hate it.

I eat too many cookies and I hate it.

I lost my license and I hate it. Owe about 10 000 in driving fines. Yeah, I was pretty self destructive when I was in my early 20's.

But meah, I try to focus on the positives and I bet I could come up with a list 100x larger than this list of things that are great in my life.

Shannen - posted on 06/28/2011

I've had to learnt very fast how to function off no sleep :( My bags are growing bags.

*whispers* Nichole can you keep a secret? Only reason i'm onto you is because i see so much of myself in what you say.... But shhhh don't tell anyone. People like to believe i can handle anything so i lead them to believe it :p

Shannin and Seoul sista, Don't EVER disregard what your feeling or going through just because it doesn't look as bad as what someone else is going through. Everyone has the right to feel and express what they are going through and should never feel that they shouldn't say anything just because it doesn't look or sound as bad.

√v^√v^√♥ - posted on 06/28/2011

exactly...... i'm good on pity. i feel sorry enough for myself lmao

♏*PHOENIX*♏ - posted on 06/28/2011

I also Respect that you ALL dont want a pitty party! =) you just need to vent and get it out

♏*PHOENIX*♏ - posted on 06/28/2011

and now i just read the rest of the post...and mine is not bad at all, i just need to shut up...

♏*PHOENIX*♏ - posted on 06/28/2011

and now i just read the rest of the post...and mine is not bad at all, i just need to shut up...

♏*PHOENIX*♏ - posted on 06/28/2011

Wow Katherine :-/

i guess its hard when your admin or mod of a group and you always have to be careful of how you speak.
LET IT OUT =))

My "Bitching is"

-I want a job
-I would like my mother to be able to watch my son while i even work from home part time(his father does not want him in daycare until he can talk, so that way if anything happens to him or anyone bothers him he can tell us, and on one hand i agree..but UGH)
thats it for now....

√v^√v^√♥ - posted on 06/28/2011

She's on to me.......... o.0
I have too many insecurities from growing up that never got resolved..... sorry my poor emotionally scarred self :(

Thanks Shannen
You know what's funny, that photo is 2 years old and yet I still look the same. Except my mom went 'damn you're thighs are getting huge' Yeah, I know. It's called being pregnant for two years and not being able to walk much.

I can't function off of no sleep, so I truly feel for you there............ that's aweeeeeeful.

Shannintipton - posted on 06/28/2011

I feel like or am a spoiled brat. That makes me feel sad for others. I really don't have it that bad but I still feel like I do. But I don't. Does that even make sense. If I told you my problems you would laugh in my face.
But like I said earlier. I am a bitch does that still count?

Shannen - posted on 06/28/2011

Worst part about the kids having been up nurmerous times is i'm exhausted but they are so full of energy it's driving me up the wall and i can't even send them outside cause it's been raining :(

Shannen - posted on 06/28/2011

LMAO! I have already lost about 10kg because of exactly that i feed the kids first then get whatever is left..... Sometimes it's not much but it's not like it's going to hurt me.
Nichole i've noticed in other threads how you talk about yourself and in all honestly with that pic you have up now your stunning!! So stop being so hard on yourself. :)

√v^√v^√♥ - posted on 06/28/2011

Hope you figure it out. 40kg........ that's close to what I need to lose too after being pregnant. Yuck. Well if we can handle a joke between us on this one? With any luck, you and I won't be able to afford to be fat much longer? lol

Shannen - posted on 06/28/2011

Don't be sorry for me Shannin..... It does really suck but the kids keep me going. I refuse to leave the house for the next 2 days. Then the kids go to their dads on the weekend so i get a lot of time to sleep and do what i want.

Shannintipton - posted on 06/28/2011

Wow you guys. I am really sorry. That all sucks. I thought I had a crappy DAY because I had to leave the house. I don't know what to say. :(

Shannen - posted on 06/28/2011

I wasn't going to but hell i'll join in!!

My now ex husband walke dout on me 3 months ago

I am trying to study for uni

my granfather passed away 1 month ago

3 kids and paying all the bills is not working out

My middle child decided to get sick and have a febrile convulsion

The next day the baby decided it was a good idea to get sick and threw up over everything in the house

I have pets i can't afford to keep but love dearly and don't want to get rid of.

My kids were awake last night at 11pm and 3am just because they could.

My ex took off for a week missing his normal day leaving the kids not knowing what was going on.

I need to lose/ want to lose 40kg.

My ex is making a family with his new girl and her kids and still expects me to be happy that MY kids don't have a bed to sleep in or that he lets them stay up to ungodly hours while they are there or that they don't have tooth brushes...... The list for that one goes on.

I need to find a house and move within 3 weeks.

No one wants to take on a single mother of 3 in a rental property.

Shannintipton - posted on 06/28/2011

I have a cold sore.

√v^√v^√♥ - posted on 06/28/2011

oh, share time?!



I have an 8 month old son



My boyfriend made 20 an hour when we met



Became unemployed



Our house is a DISASTER



We fight over it constantly



I told him to help clean it up or I'm moving out



He didn't do dishes for 2 weeks then the sink broke?!



I'm 7 months pregnant



His unemployment runs out right when I'm due in September



His job feild has no openings that pay worth a damn where we live



His mom owns a home but just kicked his dad out



His sister is a bitch



She's moving in with mom this month so theres no way in the dark depths of hell I'd stay with them



Unfortunately my parents are losing their house



So I wonder where we'll live when I deliver if he can't find a job



And I don't even want to work on the house anymore because I think........ whats the F ing point



I watch baby and browse online in order to try to make it through the day lately in hopes of keeping my sanity



Some days.. it just doesn't work



All in all, we always figure it out

but it's not pretty

Katherine - posted on 06/28/2011

LOL So am I ;)

Shannintipton - posted on 06/28/2011

I am a bitch, does that count?

~♥Little Miss - posted on 06/28/2011

Massachusetts. I was hoping you were closer.

Katherine - posted on 06/28/2011

Michigan, you?

~♥Little Miss - posted on 06/28/2011

Hey Katherine, where are you from?

Katherine - posted on 06/28/2011

Lol Shannon, I just had to bitch so badly. Thanks for the hugs.

Shannen - posted on 06/28/2011

(((Hugs))) Katherine. I thought my life was pretty sucky at the moment and looking at your list kind of puts my list into perspective.