Jessie - posted on 01/17/2010 ( 3 moms have responded )
hey everyone i'm not sure if people still look at this site. i had a miscarriage in july and am rapidly approaching my would of been due date in february. i thought by now i could be a little better about this. my husband recently deployed before christmas to iraq for his 3rd tour and i'm finding myself thinking more and more about my angel as i approach the date. will it ever get easier? a lot of my friends have found out they are having babies and i am finding it so hard to be happy for them. this makes me feel guilty i know sometimes things just happen and most of the time there's a reason for everything and god has a plan for everyone and everything that happens but i still feel it's so unfair! i've got a 2 year old son who is the light of my life and even though i have him i'm still finding it so hard! does anyone have any advice of any kind? i'm trying to keep myself busy with things since my husband is deployed but sometimes i just cannot shake this feeling and this hurt? it shattered me when i lost my angel and i am still trying to pick up those pieces and put them back together.