Tiziana - posted on 10/18/2010 ( 1 mom has responded )
Hi, my hubby, my 10 month old little boy and I just moved to Florida from Illinois. The closest family (MIL) and friends are like 3 hours away from us, all my family is back in Illinois. We pretty much had no choice, my husband as been unemployed for a while and he finaly received a job offer and it was in Florida, so here we go away from everyone.
Now here we are and I am soo lonely, I do not have a car because we are on a tight budget, so it was decided that since I was not working I did not need a car (not decided by me), I have found a mom group that gets together and has playgroups but I have no way to get there, so my little boy and I only have each other to socialize with all day. The highlight of our week is when we go grocery shopping on Sunday.
I don't know why I'm writing all this, I am so sad and lonely, some days I just think I might just take my baby and go back to Illinois, but I love my husband and at the same time I feel like a prisoner and he is my guard. I find myself in tears every other day. I just dont know what to do.