Beck - posted on 04/28/2009 ( 8 moms have responded )
I went to a masque party the other night and all through my pregnancy I haven't felt too bad about my weight but when I got to this party I felt so unpretty with my pregnant belly and extra weight I have gained. It was sort of like dejavu as when I was pregnant with my first i went to a wedding at the same point in pregnancy and felt awful then too.
Just seeing all those girls who would have already been skinnier than me even when I wasn't pregnant and seeing how good they all looked in their dresses and me there in a pregnancy cocktail dress in plain black I wanted to run away. I had a fairly good night but all night wanted to just disappear into the floor.
Can anyone give me any hints to not feel so bad about myself, as I also am going out to dinner with my husband for my birthday tonight and he wants me to wear the dress again as he loves it but I don't think i can bring myself to wear it again. I need to think better of myself but I dont know how