Elizabeth - posted on 09/10/2010 ( 2 moms have responded )
I was just diagnosed with Ptsd and social anxiety, it all sparked from my daughter's delivery. I had preclaymsia the doctor made me have her vaginally i knew something was wrong when she was coming non of the labor felt right at all. i had a hard time pushing her out it was so bad. delivering her, it felt like she was coming thru the bowel. which sounds grouse the doctor cut me from top to bottom. then he started tugging the placenta out, he had ripped it out and left a big chunk of it in. i had to have 6 units of blood plasma. i was in icu they thought i wouldn't pull threw. i had to have a central line put into my throat because they couldn't get to my vein's anymore. I had to have a dnc done because when he was pulling on the placenta he left a major chunk inside. then when i got out of the hospital i was sick for a month to 2 months i couldnt hold my baby or do anything for her because i was sparking fevers throwing constantly tooken by ambulance they marked me with a uti. but the antibotics didnt work i ended back up in the hospital to find out i had a uterous infection for that long. I went thru H*** now i had ptsd, i cant' even leave my daughter or im having extreme panic attacks. im wondering if theres anyone else out there that had a rough time with birth...