Jessica - posted on 12/10/2008 ( 2 moms have responded )
hey guys its 6am where i'm at and i've been awake for over and hr and half. i've been thinking about this upcomming holiday and of course bills and money. i've been trying to calculate how i'm going to come up with extra cash to pay everything in full. with me not working and my partner's job on the the slow side i don't know how to pay everything. i want to ask my family for help but i just know the answer is no from one parent and the other i don't want to ask because i've cause to many problems in the past. i want to ask my partner's dad and i don't know how. his mom i know for a fact can't help (she told us a head of time) so i'm in the dark trying to figure this all alone and trying to find money that i don't have to pay back asap. this is so hard on me. and fustrating because i feel like i don't want to pay anything this month but i have to or i'll regret it. i know my son is young and all and wont remember this. but then i have to think around the corner for the new arrive. i have alot on my plate and i don't know what to do. I have $300 to pay towards bills but i need also be prepared for the new arrive. then i fig i need an additional $450 to pay everything in full maybe more. This holiday is going to suck big time and i feel like i'm such a huge disappointment to this family. I'm just so tired of making everything so hard on my family. can anyone give me some ideas what i can do to make it alittle easier on my family what with little money i have if everything else fails?