Jennifer - posted on 05/29/2009 ( 4 moms have responded )
I have a 2 month old son, and a wonderful fiance who is in the army. When i found out that i was pregnant, i was scare that maybe he wouldn't be there for the birth of our child. Which he was thank god. Now i am afraid that he wont be here for our son's first word, or his first steps or even his first birthday. I love the fact that he is the army and he can stand up for what we believes in and support it as well, but i am so afraid of losing him. Today the so not called "war" that is going on is not getting any better.. Which makes me worry even more.. We're suppose to get married here in the year 2010, but he is suppose to get deployed than.. so i have no idea weather or not we start to plan a wedding an just see. Or just wait just in case.. He always talks about maybe sign another contracted with the military after his six years are up, in which this is his second year this year.. But as much as like the fact that he is in the army, i worry of losing him like i said, and i want to tell him that i don't want him to sign another 6 years with army.. I'll feel like a horrible wife and a horrible person for trying to talk some one out of supporting our country..