Stephanie - posted on 01/12/2011 ( 5 moms have responded )
the kids are asleep and its late and when most moms are happy to have their days come to an end breathing a sigh of relief. i am sitting here fighting back the tears because i think it is so unfair that i am having a day like today where breanna is yelling and moody as all get out and christian has gas a diaper rash and a screaming sister that wont let him sleep and i am dealing with it on my own because their father decided he didnt want to. he wanted to participate in conceiving them but when the tough got going so did he. so he gets to continue on with his stress free days not having to worry about what needs to be done or who needs what. he gets to be a carefree immature person with no cares in this world...but then again as i set here and write this i wouldnt change it for anything in this world i may have my bad days with the kids because they are also the best. my children are my world and i think its is a fair trade my sanity for a few hours for the lifetime of love that they will always give me. so these tears should be for him because he will never know what its like to have the love that my kids give, to watch them grown into the ppl that they will be one day become and be able to say they are who they are because of me.