Expectant - posted on 11/29/2011 ( 12 moms have responded )
I'm 5 months pregnant, expecting a baby boy in April 2012. My pregnancy has been a difficult one due to all the stress and problems between my baby's daddy and I. When I was 3 months pregnant he confessed to me that he had cheated on me with his ex-gf and that she was pregnant as well. However, he made it clear that he wanted to be with me and our baby because he loved me. He was still going to provide for the other baby but was not gonna maintain a relationship with the baby's mom. I stayed with him because I love him and because I wanted to have my baby with both parents, but recently it's been so difficult to deal with all the doubts and the arguments. I'm really confused and hurt. It hasn't all been bad, he takes care of me and we have nice times, but I've found messages and calls between his ex and him. I know that moving on alone is probably the best thing for me to do but I feel so sad and depressed. :( I just want to have my baby in my arms already and forget about him and everything else. The part I'm having a hard time with is letting go and accepting things as they are. Any advice?