Tori - posted on 04/14/2011 ( 6 moms have responded )
I have 4 kids 21,17,17,11. The 1st 3 are girls the last a boy. On March 4th of 2010 my 17yr.old daughter succumbed to the H1N1 virus. She had a double transplant in 2009 and just made a yr out of transplant when she passed. We were on our way to a routine clinic appointment when she passed in my arms in front of our apt. building. my son (10 at the time) witnessed this. My other 2 children were on vacation on Disney world at the time. As you can imagine this ruined their trip. It has only been a year since and I still cannot function. Everyone keeps telling me you're so strong. I don't see it. my daughters Alicia and Jasmine were a year and 9months apart and both were born with this rare disease. The only cure is a bone marrow and liver transplant. I have to do this all over again with my daughter Jasmine and I am alone in this. Their father is no longer in the picture. He has not been for abt 12 yrs. he came back into our lives in mid January 2010 and in 3 weeks my daughter passed. Then he walked out on the family ! month to the day she passed. I just want to crawl under a rock at the thought of having to go through the medical stuff for a second time.