Tiffany - posted on 12/09/2009 ( 7 moms have responded )
Ok my baby just turned 6 months old and Im happy with her. I really am. She isn't what depresses me. I was put on Prozac shortly after me and my baby's dad broke up last nov. I stopped taking it after awhile after I had my baby and I thought I was doing loads better. Well, lately things just seem to be building up on me and getting to a lot easier than before. A lot of things people say to me gets me down. I know I shldnt care what they think or say but its hard sometimes. Im trying to go to school and make the best for my daughter and I but sometimes I just wanna give up. Im def gonna talk to my doctor and try and get put back on something and talk to my counselor but I just feel like I need some more support from people closer to my age and have been thro something similar to what Im feeling. Also I feel like pple are just expecting too much from me too fast. And the icing on the cake, her dad gets outta jail in the next couple of weeks so more fighting to look forward too...I need help...Please...
And no in no way have I EVER thought of hurting my baby. Its myself I want to hurt. She is in no way feeling my pain. I take care of her as I normally wld. My depression is somewhat controlable...just when Im alone it gets to me.