Jessica - posted on 07/25/2009 ( 31 moms have responded )
My bofriend and I have been together for 9 yrs. We did not have children until about 4 years ago, we now have 2 together, I already had 4 older children from my previous relationship...they are teens.
Anyway, I am completely devoted to my children and their father however over the past 3 yrs he has become involved in alchohol and cocaine and is now becoming hateful, bitter, paranoid and abusive to me and my older children. He is the main source of income and lets it be known. I was working (which he complained about) up until June 2nd in which I lost my job and my vehicle in the same week. He now states he hates me and does not love me and wishes me and my older children were dead. I don't like the way he talks to me but I don't know how to get back on my feet so that I can do it alone. I need transportation to transport kids to daycare so that I can go to work. I feel so trapped I have no family except for my kids. Everyday I am getting more and more discouraged while he continues to put me down even more.
Don't mean to sound so depressing, I just feel like there is no way to turn.