Stephanie - posted on 04/29/2010 ( 5 moms have responded )
So I have been with the babys father for 3 years off and on. It never once has been that healthy of a relationship but we stayed together. He has been unfaithful before and while I was pregnant and come to find out after I had my son which is only a month old. He says he wants to be with me and is trying.. He bought me flowers for the first time but I checked his phone and he seeing another girl.. Tried denying it at first... So haven't heard from him in two days and today I checked my email and his sister told me he is in jail for warrants. He has had a problem in the påst with drugs and I still believe he does just wont tell me the truth.. He loves his son but I dont know what to do. I dont wanna give up on him but at the same time how many times can I go threw this. I feel really alone. I dont have a cell to talk to anyone nor a car to get around. I feel really depressed. I look at my son and think he doesnt derserve any of this. It's hard because the father is the only person I can really talk to even though our relationship is based on lies. He is my shoulder to lean on when I can get ahold of him..Im just rambling on not sure if any of this is making sense.. I wish I could just get over him n move on.. How do you do and I need advice. Im from the Seattle area so if anyone is close let me know.