Just lost my baby on the 4th she made it 10 days

Jocelyn - posted on 04/15/2010

Just sending hugs to all of you. Wishing none of us had to go through this pain.

Leatonya - posted on 04/15/2010

i am so so sorry for your loss! I too have 3 angel babies 1 at 8-10 weeks and 1 was my daughter Samanthas twin,and last was at 4 months (Christopher David) unfortuatly they wouldn'y give me any ultra-sound pictures of christopher while he was still alive but the image is still burned in my brain i still to this day morn his passing(he wouldn"t pass "naturaly" they took him by dnc) i lost him January 9,2006`thanks ladies for your stories

Ericka - posted on 02/26/2010

I'm so sorry for your loss. Your story sounds pretty close to mine. My son was born at 28 weeks and lived for 15 days. He was on a ventilator and we also had to make the hard decision to let him go. He had suddenly got sick and the doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong.

Chelsea - posted on 02/07/2010

it was given to me from a friend.

Anna - posted on 02/06/2010

awe this is sad I'm sorry about your lost of your little one...did u write thast poem it almost made me cry and it was really good

Jocelyn - posted on 01/31/2010

BTW my blog is http://michellef.krossmyheart.com/angels I have to approve the first post an individual makes and then you can post without moderation. (((HUGS))) to all.

Jocelyn - posted on 01/31/2010

Chelsea, I didn't get to touch my daughter much either. She was too delicate so I was allowed to put gentle pressure on her arm with my finger through the openings in the side of the isolette once or twice. I held her on her last night when she was dying, but only on a pillow on my lap with all her tubes and wires still attached, and bundled up in her blanket so she wouldn't get cold. I couldn't REALLY hold her until after her death the next morning, and even then I was afraid I'd break her. *sigh* Thinking of you...

Chelsea - posted on 01/30/2010

oh and i think i have the blog issue fixed.

Chelsea - posted on 01/30/2010

we weren't allowed to stay very long with her each day, she was so premature and behind in development due to IUGR weren't allowed to touch her the first couple of days either. but we did get her picture while she was being baptized the morning of the day she died.

Brenda - posted on 01/30/2010

Me again

Im so glad you got photos. I have a support group for Angel bubs and so many of the girls didnt get many or any photos. We have over 200 of Zak taken over 3 days.

Im the same with my blog. I have to approve comments but I couldnt even type a comment on yours for you to approve.

HUgs
xxx

Chelsea - posted on 01/30/2010

i have to approve comments that why. I got a pick for every day she was alive and a few extras on some days. They are my most treasured possession.

Brenda - posted on 01/30/2010

Just wanted to say how sorry I am that your little girl is not at home in your arms.
I took a look at your blog and tried to post but it wouldnt let me for some reason. I also have a blog : http://lifecanbeashit.wordpress.com/
Anyway just wanted to let you know I think she is beautiful and Im so happy you got lots of photos.
Huge hugs
xxx

Jocelyn - posted on 01/20/2010

Chelsea, I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious Laken. I also had preeclampsia and HELLP syndrome at 24 weeks and my daughter Michelle was born on August 25, 2004, weighing only 1 lb. 3 oz. and measuring 11 inches long. She fought hard for a week, but lost her battle on Sept. 1, 2004. It has been a very hard road, but with time and support (support is very important!!) you will learn to live with your new normal. Your loss is still SO fresh and raw...please know it will take time for you to feel like life is anything near what it was before...and it will never be the same. We don't get over losing our children...they are always a part of us.

Thinking of you, angel Laken and your family. (((HUGS)))

Jocelyn - mom to Michelle Elizabeth, 8/25/04 - 9/1/04

Amie - posted on 01/19/2010

She was so tiny, my little girl was still born at 29 weeks and weighed 2lb 15oz, im so sorry she wasnt strong enough to make it but id like to think my Darcie will take care of her in heaven.