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The pain is so horrible

Chantilly - posted on 11/19/2011 ( 4 moms have responded )

I lost my son on Nov.14, 2011 at 20 weeks. I was in the hospital for 5 days because my water broke early. The Doctors induced me for 3 days until finally I gave birth to my son who was already dead. It has been almost a week now and the pain is still so strong. All I want to do is cry. I haven't even left my house. Everything reminds me of being pregnant and it hurts. Already almost all sighns that I was even pregnant are gone. The morning sickness, the belly, it's as if I was never pregnant and it just kills me inside.

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Meredith - posted on 11/25/2011

I am so sorry for you loss! I agree it is not fair....I miscarried at 13 weeks and that was hard enough. I found confort in talking to others that have been through it to and my mother also got me some books. It made me feel better knowing I wasn't crazy for feeling the way I did. I think that most people just don't understand unless they have been through something similiar. It takes time to heal. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Hugs, Meredith

Aniesha - posted on 11/19/2011

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You poor thing, I wish I could give you a hug. All I can suggest is to talk to people about it a lot, and maybe see a counsellor, or get involved with a local group of parents who have been through a similar experience? You're right, it's not fair:(

Chantilly - posted on 11/19/2011

I don't know how to get through this. All I can think about is his small tiny little body and how much I miss him. It's just not fair. The pain is so intence, my heart hurts so bad.

Aniesha - posted on 11/19/2011

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I'm so very sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you must be going through:(. Sending lots of love your way♥