Alexis - posted on 02/12/2009 ( 18 moms have responded )
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my son had his first real drop siezure on tuesday, it was so fast i didnt know what happened at first,he normally has grand mal siezures, or febrile convultions, he has had a couple of absent siezures but none of those since he has been properly medicated... anyway, he ran inside closed the sliding door and dropped to the ground... i looked over and saw him fall, i went over to him and saw the fists clench and the eyes roll back and that was it... he convolted, he did it again in the emergency dept in our local hospital about 3 hrs later.....i have had to adjust his medication and today he seems ok....
you know its amazing how you can go from having one type of siezure to having a couple of different types... makes me wonder if he has had any that i have just brushed off as him just falling over..... it worries me.... i mean i can handle the constant having to keep one ear and eye open 24/7 and the fact that this disorder is non predictable but i hate having to deal with the ex to arrange my other son to be looked after whilst i am in hospital....
one day you are typing away on your comp and the next min you are calling an ambulance and having to rely on your ex to help you out.....
i hate it, i dont have any family near me and i only have a handfull of friends, i dont really know my neighbours that well to ask for help.......
i feel like i am doing this totally on my own, and it is hard... bloody hard.....
atleast my son is ok... he is loved and he feels comfortable in our home.... i just need to try and work out a way of getting him to realise that hiis head may feel funny leading up to a siezure and to get him to try and relay that to me so i can help prepare him for it.......
i know he is only 3 1/2 yrs and i dont know everything their is to know about epilepsy but he should know that his head feels different at times.....
has anyone got any suggestiong on how to have that type of communication with a child so young.....
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