Our story

Jill - posted on 05/08/2009 ( 9 moms have responded )

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Warning...this may be long!

My husband and I already had 2 boys, and decided we wanted another baby. We got pregnant easily, and everything was looking good. I went in for the first routine ultrasound, and the tech was acting funny...so I knew something was up...but she wouldn't/couldn't tell us. When she was finished doing everything, she said she'd be right back with the Dr. He told us that our daughter has Spina Bifida...he did say it's really low on her spine (although I can't remember the exact number...it's L something!) anyway, we were set up with an appointment to see a specialist for a more in depth ultrasound. At this appointment, the specialist confirmed the Spina Bifida and said that she also has severe hydrocephalus (sp?), and that IF our daughter lived she would be a "vegetable", then she proceded to suggest to me that I terminate the pregnancy, without giving her a chance to finish her sentence, I told her that that was NOT an option for us! And due to her lacking bedside manner, and suggesting that I end my daughters life before it even begins, we never went back to her. We saw another specialist, who confirmed the Spina Bifida, but said the other doctor was wrong, she does NOT have hydrocephalus...Whew! What a relief! We continued the pregnancy with frequent ultrasounds. Delivered by scheduled c-section, 2 days later she had to have surgery to close the hole in her back and make sure the spinal cord was in place. She was in the NICU for 12 days...the LONGEST 12 days of my life! We took her to SB clinic and were doing cathiterizations on her, just as a precaution...and at 9-10 months old we found out that she also has urinary reflux. They gave us some options, and we chose to have her get a vesicostomy, which they put a hole in her bladder so her urine drains out of her belly...the hole is low enough that her diaper catches it, and she doesn't need a bag. Also when she was 1 the physical therapist found that her muscles in her lower legs/ankles weren't strong enough, so she had to get braces. She has now grown out of the braces, she's walking wonderfully! When she's 3-4 y.o. the doctors will reasses her urinary reflux...they said in some cases it corrects itself (obviously that's what we're hoping for...but not necessarily expecting), she will need a surgery to close her vesicostomy, and if the urinary reflux hasn't corrected itself she will also need another surgery to enlarge her bladder. Right now she is 2 1/2 y.o., she's been talking up a storm for over a year, she's smart as can be, walks amazingly well...and just by looking at her you would have no idea that anything is wrong with her, she loves wrestling with her big brothers, and feeding/playing with her new baby brother, she's my amazing little miracle...and I'm so glad that I wasn't willing to give up on my baby like the first specialist suggested, we would've missed out on one wonderful little girl!

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Eileen - posted on 11/21/2009

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they told me my lil girl wuld b a vegtable too if she even lived. i now have a perfectly normal smart mouth 12 yo lil girl...her only limitations are her physical disabilities. shes in a wheelchair now full time she gave up on braces was too much work 4 her and she self caths...shes my miracle baby...she has 2 lil brothers. One is 2 yo perfectly healthy and the other is 6 months and perfectly healthy exept he was born 2 months prematurely.

Shereta - posted on 10/29/2009

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I love to hear stories like this... My son is three now he doesn't walk yet but everyday he get's stronger it's so funny because I used to live near Savannah Ga, and when ever my son got sick they would always make him having spinabifida and Hydroacephalus a excuse for us to stay in the hospital for extended periods of time he hasn't been sick in two years.. Well we just moved to Va near Richmond and they want to remove his trach before he was trached he was talking up a storm so I'm so excited!!

Heather - posted on 10/27/2009

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Wow, wonderful story. My daughter is 4 months old and has spina bifida. We were told that she wouldn't walk. And she has been moving her legs and feet and is trying to put her full weight on her legs. Her area on her back goes from L3 to S5. She is already starting to try and talk and is amazing doctors and therapist alike. My husband and I were told by others that we should have aborted her when we found out. But, that was also not happening. It took us 4 years to get pregnant and whatever God felt we could handle we were taking. Her bladder is larger than normal and works backwards. We have to cath her every 3 to 4 hours. But, there are days that she empties her bladder on her own. (Which to me is a blessing) Doctors are not always right. Only God knows whats in store for us and knows what we can handle.

Danielle - posted on 09/26/2009

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Why is it that they say things like that i wonder. the specialist told us the same. Ian does have severe hydrcphlaus but has a shunt and he to has bladder informality needing to be cathed 4 times a day. he is not a vegetable; he is a handsome happy bundle of energy,I thank God for him everyday. " we all have inperfections; some are more obvious then others, but they are still valuable people"

Nancy - posted on 08/09/2009

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Every child with SB is so unique. My baby girl has mild urinary reflux and has been on an antibiotic since day 1. Other than that, mild hydrocephalus (no shunt) and she has great leg movement. She is expected to walk although she'll probably need braces at first. Amanda's defect was at L5 and we could not be luckier at this point. She is in physical therapy and progressing well. Always have hope....SB kids will amaze you!

Ashley - posted on 06/25/2009

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I love that you shared your story. I have a 6 week old and his opening was also low on his back/spine. He has control over one of his legs down to his toes and moves it ok. His other leg, he seems to not respond well to stimulation below the knee, although i have seen his toes curl once. Your story gives me a lot of hope for my little one. I hope he comes along as far as your little girl has. Thanks for sharing your story!

Hayley - posted on 05/27/2009

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Hi Jill. Thats good to know. My son has just taken 3 steps altogether! Bless him he was so proud of himself so iam sure it wont be long now until he is running around with my daughter.

Jill - posted on 05/11/2009

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Gosh...I'm trying to remember when she took her first step by herself....too many kids, not enough memory!! LOL, hehehe, I cheated...I got out her baby book! Of course, I never wrote down when she first walked! She didn't roll over till 6 months, sat up at 7 months, didn't crawl until 14 1/2 months, I THINK she started walking at around 18 months...I feel aweful that I don't remember! My memory is horrible! LOL

Hayley - posted on 05/11/2009

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What a lovely story it just goes to show how wrong doctors can be! When did your daughter take her 1st step? My son has SB is now 18 months old and i think is very close to taking his 1st unsuported step (he walks all the time when he's pushing either his buggy or toddle truck but not when he hasn't got any support)? My son has very slight urinary reflux which is why he is on antibotics all the time but all the doctors dont see anything to worry about (which is always good!) Glad she is doing well :)