Sarah - posted on 12/28/2011 ( 8 moms have responded )
My 29 weeker was released from the NICU Monday, We were minutes from the hospital when he stopped breathing. I had to breathe for him because he wouldnt breathe on his own at all. They think it was his acid reflux and that it came up and blocked his airway. He is back in the NICU now but seems to be doing ok. But I am very afraid that he is going to die. My husband thinks it awful I would even think that way but I cant help it. I am very scared. He is going to come home on a monitor this time thank goodess. Do you think its normal to feel this way?