Kassie - posted on 08/17/2010 ( 11 moms have responded )
Adam and I went up to the emergency room on July 28, 2010 because i hadn't felt our baby girl move in three days... The nurse tried putting the heart beat monitor on and she couldn't find a heart beat... My heart just speed up to a million miles an hour... They did an ultrasound and there was no beating heart... The most heartbreaking news two parents could ever hear. Our baby girl had 6 weeks left i was 34 weeks pregnant... We decided to be induced that night. I gave birth to our little girl Laylah Ann Reller-Waters July 29th at 11:30 a.m. Let me tell you something there is no words to describe the pain of delivering you baby that is a stillborn. She was so tiny i didn't even have to push. Our baby girl was 4lbs and 18.5 inches long. the average length of a full term baby is 19inches. our baby girl was very long and thin. There is no words to describe the pain and hurt Adam and I are going through. I do not wish this on anyone, NOBODY should ever have to go through this. We had money saved up to take care of her, we decided to spend it all on the memorial service. We bought her the most beautiful urn,. We bought necklaces to put her ashes in, and teddy bears with lockets sealed with her ashes inside for her brothers Christopher and Andrew. She is with all of us now. She is so beautiful looks just like Adam, well more like Kayleigh his little sister. We made her memorial service the best one we could. Adam and I were blessed to have our two little boys there. We both stay strong around our sons. They will know someday that they have a sister up in heaven smiling down on them both. For now we just make sure they know that we love them and we thank god everyday for blessing us with two precious little boys. My son Christopher Thomas and his son Andrew Michael. Although i know Laylah is in a good place i wish she could be here with us everyday.