Amanda - posted on 01/30/2009 ( 16 moms have responded )
How many of you would say you accept your pain as for life? For almost 5 years I have fought the pain, hid it from myself and friends.I don't like to label myself as having RA but who am I kidding. Everything I do causes pain! I go on this constant cycle of pushing myself to do more then paying for it. I think I need to just fully grieve not being able to be the mom/wife I thought I could be and then maybe I can have more hope..... I don't know. I thought it was good to fight but the wall of reality hurts to much when I slam up against it every week or so. What has been your experience with accepting your condition.