Irene - posted on 01/18/2012 ( 3 moms have responded )
Hi everyone, I lost my baby boy last April 2011. I was about 7 month pregnant. I dealt with it pretty well for several months until 2 months ago. I started to feel like nothing is working right for me. My anxiety was ups and downs and I'm still suffering from it. I have times where I can control it and thought I'm getting better but then I get anxiety again. How can I be strong? I feel discouraged when I have anxiety that last for couple of days. I tried to take xanax and zoloft but I had terrible side effects. I was able to not taking anything for 1 1/2 months. My anxiety is strong right now. I wonder if I still have unfinished business with my baby. We cremated him and have his urn at the house. I have been distracting myself from finding him a proper burial site because I am very afraid to let him go. I guess I was not ready back then. Right now, I think I am. I wonder if this will help me heal and reduce my anxiety. Whenever my anxiety starts acting up, I always think of my baby boy. Any suggestions or comments are welcomed! Thank you for listening and I really appreciate your help!!