Aleeta - posted on 01/01/2009 ( 22 moms have responded )
I lost a little boy when i was 34 weeks pregnant. There was problems all through the pregnancy and i was sent to specialists and they did what they could but i ended up delivering a still born on August 18, 2007. I do have a 3 and a half year old son at home with me and my husband, but we were told that it would be a good idea if we didn't have any more children because they don't know what cause the problems with our last son. I find it very hard still to know that i can't have any more children. My husband has now had the visectomy and i will be going to have a hysterctomie within the next year. Every year the hospital has a memorial service for the children lost and i still find it very hard to be reminded of that hurt but i still do because i don't wanna forget my little boy. I just wanna know if the hurt goes away, but i don't wanna forget neither...