Kim - posted on 10/31/2008 ( 2 moms have responded )
hi, i have suffered two miscarriages, my first when i was 20yrs old, i was only about two monthes gone, but it was hard, then i feel pregnant and had my son a year later, the following year i had another loss, this time it was harder as i had seen my baby on the scan and still have the photo, it is really hard to come to terms with, then i feel pregnant and the following year had another boy, the following year i expected to loose again, but had a healthy girl, i still havnt forgotton the two i lost, and never will, i think it was hard when people would say, never mind love your young you can have plenty more, and i would say, yes i know but i wanted that one, or people would stay away as they didnt know what to say to you... its hard but i believe everything happens for a reason, and if i had, had those two babies i wouldnt have my three wounderful kids that i have now. i know they cant replace them, but i always say that i was pregnant five times, maybe i was doing something wrong each time i dont know, and i dont think so, i mean i didnt drink or smoke and i ate as healthy as i could, so i wasnt doing anything wrong was i? maybe if i hadnt been working, maybe i should have done this or done that. who knows, but what i do know is that it isnt your fault or anyones fault, its happened and its just one of those things that i cant explain, why.....
take care to all of you out there who have lost through one way of another, xx