Sylvia - posted on 04/24/2009 ( 1 mom has responded )
I had carried my little girl up to 5 months with no problems and than just all of a sudden one day I started bleeding really bad and went into Early Labor. The hospital got it stopped and went a head and gave me the shots for her lungs to develop so if it happened again and if it would not stop. Well pregancy went on for another 2 monts and I was still bleeding and on straight bed rest than when I was about 7 1/2 months along I went into early labor again and the doctors asked me if I wanted them to try to stop it or if I wanted it to proceed so I need alot of checking up on it with the doctors and the chance for my baby to live outside of the womb was not good. I was told if I could make it to 32weeks and than the deliver would be much better. My decision than was to try to stop labor and it was stopped. I quite bleeding at 8 months and was getting ready to get released off of bed rest when I had a normal checkup and the doctor could not find a heart beat that is when I found out that my baby girl would not be coming home to us. 5 days later I gave birth to my little stillborn baby girl and had to prepare to burry her. The umbical cord and wrapped around her neck two times and tied in a knot. To this day there is still so much pain it is even hard to type this I have two other children but that hole is so big in my heart. I always wonder if I will ever get past the fear of this happening to me again and if there was something I could of done to prevent this. When I get down and out I take a look at my other two girls and know that my angel still lives on inside of them and pray that one day we will all meet face to face again.