Alexis - posted on 02/25/2009 ( 8 moms have responded )
Almost 2 weeks ago, I went in for an early sono, and our baby had stopped growing.no heartbeat...nothing. I had a D&C that day, and have been absolutely crushed by the whole situation. I am now realizing how common this is by talking with other women, but it doesn't make it any easier.
I do have have a strong belief that God has a specific plan for each and every one of us, and this is making it easier for me to accept what has happened, but it is still hard to manage my feelings of hurt, disappointment....and sadness. Thanks for reading my story, as it is very therapeutic for me to be telling. Each day is still hard for me, but my husband is an absolute godsend, and my 21 month old little boy needs me to be a good mommy, so he too is keeping me strong.
To all of the other mothers here that have experienced such a loss, I know how you feel. It's horrible, and I don't think I will ever go a day without thinking about it, or wondering how my angel baby would have been like. God bless each and every one of you