Kelly - posted on 01/21/2009 ( 30 moms have responded )
I was only about 2 months pregnant if that, so it was still early, but I had a DNC and had to see my unborn child on the ultrasound to see that it's heart was no longer beating... that was the hardest few minutes I had to endure and well the afterwards part of it all. Now I just freak out anytime I think I might be pregnant with worry that I'll have to go through that again. I'm always torn between wanting another child and scared of losing another child. I guess if I get pregnant there isn't much I can do but let nature run it's course and hope for the best, but still it's hard not to worry that I'll get the same results. I have a perfectly healthy almost 2 year old and the doctor said that was a good sign that we knew I could carry a child full term, but still... I'm nervous to have another one.