Christina - posted on 01/22/2010 ( 3 moms have responded )
So... Feb 27 is coming up so fast.. and it will be my sons birthday... he would be 7 this year. It seems like its been so long since I had held him and touched him.. I am so depressed and feel alone. Even after 7 years his birthday absolutely kills me inside. Last year I had included my 4 year old in doing something special for his brothers bday. We went to the park and fed the ducks and fish, and talked about how much we missed him. and wished he was there, and other things.. it was nice to have my other son involved.. i think this year we will do something like that again.
but right now i feel empty inside.. i feel like im alone and that im lost... i still have a WHOLE month before his bday gets here.. and i know that everyday its harder and harder... anyone have the same problems even though its been many years since their baby had passed??