Tyrena - posted on 11/24/2009 ( no moms have responded yet )
Im 20 years old and now after much loss i have a beautiful little girl. Last year i had two miscarriages in the space of six months. After my first miscarriage, me and my partner had a few problems. He made things very difficult for me and i felt like no one understood what i had been through. I tried to get through it by continuing college. My tutors were very proud that i didnt give up. Yet deep down it still hurt. I was not expecting to get pregnant again but 6 months later i was in A & E and they told my mum and i that i was pregnant. i could not beleive it. I laughed and asked them to do the test again. They then sent me to have a scan but once again my baby did not survive. I went from being happy again to lost. I thought that there was something wrong with me. During my last pregnancy i had so many complications that i was expecting her not to survive, i didn't want get my hopes up again. Yet she survived and im so happy. i call her my miracle baby. When i look at her i do wounder what my other children would have looked like. i try not to live in the past but a part of me will always remember my other two children.