Caryn - posted on 05/08/2010 ( 2 moms have responded )
I miscarried a week and a half ago. With mother's day being tomorrow I really don't want to celebrate. My husband wants to go to his parents, but my sister in law is pregnant, due when I would have been due, and I know they will be celebrating for her and his mom. I have a son and so they will celebrating for me as well, but I just don't want to celebrate. I think I'm past the grieving for the baby. I haven't cried in a couple days and I'm focused on trying again now, which I cannot do for 3 months. I am so scared we won't be able to have another child so I just don't want to celebrate anything. I asked everyone not to celebrate for me and also to ignore my birthday which is coming up, but I got a mother's day card today from my in-laws and it made my stomach just churn. Does anyone feel similarly with mother's day or other holidays?